it has been one of those days.

I found that today with a day off I would do a lot. I clean the bathroom. then proceeded to mess it up again. I dyed my hair but before I did that I gave my hair a trim. I cut of the dead ends and shorted my bangs again. That is because my last hair cut was in October. Wow 6 months ago. It needed it. And I have to say that I have done a good job.

I also watered the lawn. Got in a fight with the BF and talked to a friend for 2 hours as a result of said fight. however I believe that I had a good talk with my bbf and it has been not to bad of an evening. I listed to music that i downloaded months ago but am just now getting around to listening too.

Plus I had round table's chicken and garlic pizza for dinner. Such a good pizza. It is one of my favorites as of right now.

In other news I am posting some of my house pictures for you to see. Enjoy

Becoming the enemy?

I am a leo, fiery, dominant and i need to be in the center of all the attention. That being said I find that I only get along with a few other female leos. now I don't know why that is but it seems that I find a reason to dislike a lot of the females. One case being that I work with another leo. Yet I find that she is quite to opposite of me. She says we are just a like but I am not too sure about that. I know myself to be too blunt at times and I believe that she is as well. I try to take it in stride but I do have the hardest time biting my tongue around her. I am for the most part quite the productive employee and she is opposite from that. So when I am picking up her slack I get quite frustrated. Just again I had to get that out there. 

Other news sort of. I am still in a slump for the past few weeks I find that I am getting a little depressed. Not sure why. Which is why I am thinking of getting another job again. Since I am at just one at the moment. That or depending on how much I get on this next check I might just join the gym that I am interested in. I think that would be the best for depression. The more you work out the more endorphins that you produce which make you happier in the long run.

Music. I am however getting into a lot more music lately. I haven't found the new sound/new group to listen too quite yet but I feel that I am getting close. Like it is right on the surface of what I am listening too and that if I look just a little closer I might find the new great band that will have me listening over and over again until I am quoting it word by word. Then again that could just be JR Richards new album that is dropping on May 12th. For nothing in the world will hold me back from getting that album. :-) 

That is all that I have for tonight. I think I am going to start writing the book again, that I started about 5 years ago. It seems to be about that time again. 

cheers!

Oh and by the way yesterday after I was working in the yard I saw this and thought that I would share! 

Friends you wish you could help.

Last week I was with a friend and he was telling me how is ex-gf was nuts, like crazy nuts well as it happen they hadn't talked in 4 months and that night she calls and wants to stop by. I agree that I should leave. Nope I didn't and I got to meet the crazy-ex. Now everything was so pleasant that night however in the week following I have tried to talk to him with no such luck.  I do believe that they are once again together and I am a little worried for him. He was going on about how he really wanted to just stay away and now they are together and that. Well you know what he is a big boy and he can do what he wants. why do I care?